Yesterday when i woke up, it was about 10 am in th morning. I was really surprised to see my moms angry face. As always i did something wrong for her to get mad, but eventually i don't know the reason. She was mad but not just mad but furious. She was so angry to me because she said that i let my younger sister went out of the house all by herself while i was sleeping. Hah, well as a matter of fact i was really caught off guard becuase i don't even have a clue of what she just said. I just woke up then a minute later i feel like i'm in the dippest pit of hell waiting to be judge with even more puunishment. I was totally spaced out she said that she said that to me that before she went out i have to look out for my sister. But no matter what i try i do't know a thing about what she was talking about. As she was boiling with anger she slapped me hard on the face, but i'm already used to that i was hardened with smacks and punches. Insults and everything, I was so used to that but this time it was the very first time that i encountered thhis sentence. I have always thought that we sibling are ALWAYS equal wih our parents eyes. That they look to us differently than the society that they love and care about us all the same. But all of my high hopes were shattered and gone. I thouht that they look at me differently that they will find the me that is special that they can be pround of. I was so hurt that even when i tried tp prevent my overflowing feeling i still let my tears flow. I was crying like a baby. I have never thought that she thought of me like that that "If something happens to your sister...i will not only forget that you are my daughter...I may even KILL you". Although she said it in a different language it's still the same. I was so hurt i was took by surprise! My heart was never prepared to hear thouse word. I have never even heared of it before. It might lessen the impact if i heared a different person say it but for my own family to say it... It was like i am just here to be a mere shadow that have never really existed in th first place. To think that i'm not even worth a single thing to them that i am the least important person..... I may have forgtten the topic by now but in my heart those words are already engraved and will never come of..forever..